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In There / Out There
At the heart of being lies a dynamic tension: a dance between a centripetal force - a drawing inwards towards a gravitational centre, a...

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Self-stuff
I search for the I – the italicised I, the I that seems to exist beyond the grammatical I, the self-stuff that somehow arises from the...

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The Chosen Myth
I replaced religion with scientific discourse and rational thought, but that left a certain emptiness that I have not been able to fill....

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However long
However long it was, it was a long time. What tense does one use to describe this warping of inner time? Where one exists in a constant...

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The Measured Parameter
I try to quantify my misery, objectify it, apply the same scientific logic that is wont in my profession to mechanise it, that I may come...

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My Strange Body
When I was tiny, I hated the thing enclosed in always-too-large clothes that hung like sacks off me. Cloth bags drowning the emaciated...

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Flow.
Had a serene and beautiful morning run today. It was magical: the stillness of the air, the emerald green surface of the creek reflecting...

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On Reaching an Ideal
The concept of an Ideal is brain-derived, an acquired or synthetic concept that is constructed with time and experience in each...

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A Thing to Strive For
I am sick with anxiety and striving — that outwardly manifests itself as over-reaching. A form of compensation that is trying to hide, to...

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